Emma spent some time this spring preparing for a track and field event. A Special Olympics track and field event. I supported the effort, bought the shirt, and scheduled to attend. It was so matter of fact. I proudly smiled at the typical peers that I recognized from the neighborhood, impressed at their willingness to serve these special needs friends. It was not until I saw my girl line up with all of the special children that I understood where I was. I am so very grateful that I didn't think about attending a Special Olympics track meet until I was in the thick of it. I may have found a way to be busy that day. So, so thankful I was present. I was fully there. I delighted in watching my girl lope down the lane; I cried instead of cheered. I cried for the full heart that I felt that hot day celebrating incredible children. We cheered as if our kids were in the Olympics, we reveled in each child's event, we were in the moment. I didn't feel sad, nobody looked at my girl with the "what's wrong with her" look she sometimes gets, it was fantastic. I thanked God for the blessing of Emma. I thanked God that she was not the blind girl being lead by a friend. And, I cried as I thanked God that Emma was not in the wheelchair race being pushed by a friend. So very grateful I was there and fully there. Next year will be even better.
50 yard dash
Turbo Javelin
Softball throw
Refuel
Proud Momma

1 comment:
OK....made me cry and I wasn't even there.
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